Over the Edge

Divine in the Mundane Series - reposted from Anchor of Hope Safe Harbor Blog

God often uses the ordinary and mundane to teach me profound lessons. I’d like to share a few with you. I hope they will be as helpful to you as they have been for me.

I have a neighbor in my apartment building that seems to run the TV nearly 24/7. It’s a constant mumble through the shared wall. While I can often tune it out, sometimes it is a distraction.

This morning during my quiet time, it was a distraction that turned into a lesson. When I tried to close my mind against it, God revealed that this noise was similar to a tool the enemy uses. A constant murmur of lies and twisted truths to distract and derail my thoughts, by hooking into old experiences, hurts and insecurities. The enemy looking for a way to break my focus on God and all He has for me.It can be very subtle, just below the threshold of conscious awareness. Until a situation arises, and I overreact, often surprising even myself.

Like during a text exchange with my daughter. I shared that Lifeway was holding a “Kids’ Day” event on Saturday that I thought her girls would enjoy. Then I went on with my work. A couple hours later, after I had forgotten texting her, she replied that she doesn’t have the girls, that her ex finally does. Suddenly I was in a panic, thinking that her ex had taken custody of the girls away from her. How terrible! How unfair! She’s devastated; I’m devastated…my emotions swirling like a hurricane.

Until I prayed for peace, and God reeled my mind back in. He reminded me to check reality. I did and discovered she simply meant that her ex’s schedule had settled down enough for him to have the girls with him this weekend. Duh.

The enemy’s constant chatter hooked into an insecurity in my mind, and I was over the edge. Believe me, the enemy is continually looking for that sliver of an opening to hook into. Thankfully, God is faithful and patient. He helps me learn and grow. Some old hooks no longer exist, and I’m turning to God faster now, checking reality quicker. I've learned to combat the incessant murmur with His word and praise songs and, most importantly, prayer.

Today God used the drone of a TV program through the wall in my apartment to remind me of a tactic of my enemy. To remind me to be alert. To remind me that He is always with me whether I’m near the edge…or over it.

How does God teach you? What mundane things or events has He used to help you learn and grow?

Blessings,

Becca

The God of Cain

My Bible reading today included the story of Cain and Abel (Genesis 4:1-16). If you are not familiar with the tale, here it is in brief: Cain and Abel are the first offspring of Adam and Eve. Cain is a crop farmer and Abel is herdsman. When the time of harvest comes, both men bring an offering to God. God likes Abel’s offering but not Cain’s. Cain reacts by killing his brother, and God exiles Cain from his family and God’s presence. As a life-long church attendant, I know the story and sometimes skim over it. Yet this time I purposely am focusing on the text and looking for what God wants to show me in His word. So I noticed what a whiner Cain is.

First he sulks because God honors Abel’s offering (his first and best portion) and not Cain’s (not his best). God tries to reason with Cain on this issue, but Cain doesn’t repent. He kills his brother in jealousy. So when God calls him on this latest sin and exiles him, Cain again whines against his punishment. “It’s too harsh!” “I’m gonna die!”

Notice how God responds to this sinful, pathetic man: He places a warning mark on him so that others will be punished if Cain is killed. God doesn’t tell him to “man up” or “you made your bed, lie in it.” No, God sets a mark of protection on him. Yes, Cain has sinned, but God still cares for him! Cain didn’t get what he deserved – death for a death. Mercy again in the first chapters of the Bible, the Old Testament.

Cain was under the old law of the time. He was exiled from God’s presence because of his sin, but God put a saving mark on him.

Under the new law, the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, we don’t have to wander in exile because of our sin. Through His death on the cross, when we seek forgiveness or repent of our sin, His sacrificial blood offering wipes us clean of our sin. We can return to the Father’s presence and stay there.The God of Cain, who placed a mark of protection on him, is merciful to everyone who seeks Him.

And I have to wonder, was that mark on Cain perhaps the shape of a cross?

When I Look to the Heavens

Psalm 8:3-6
"When I look at Your heavens, the work of Your fingers,
the moon and the stars that You have established;
What are human beings that You are mindful of them,
mortals that You care for them?
Yet You have made them a little lower than God
and have crowned them with glory and honor.
You have given them dominion over the works of Your hands;
You have put all things under their feet."

The dichotomy of Creator and created. The baffling wonder of grace. The God who orchestrates galaxies and weaves life from subatomic particles is the same God who cares intimately for you and me, who set in motion 2000 years ago the mighty act of redemption and salvation for all. Who can wrap their mind around an almighty God who wants to be a personal Savior and companion?

Like the chorus from "How Many Kings" by Downhere:

"How many gods would pour out their hearts
to romance a world that is torn all apart?
How many fathers gave up their sons for me?
Only One did that for me."

Mind-bending, heart-storming Truth. God is! How can any of us stay unchanged once we've been touched by even the hint of His glory around us? Actually looked at the wonders around us on a daily basis. His sunrises and sunsets never fail to stop me in my tracks, but what dropped to my knees one morning was the quiet full-moonset over the ocean as the sun rose behind me. What catches my breath is the wide-eyed wonder of a newborn and the glowing face of loved ones saying "I do." The splendor of the Milky Way and a mountain top vista, the cathedral peace of ancient redwoods and constant song of ocean waves return me to God in praise and thanksgiving. And I can say with the psalmist, "O Lord, our Lord, how majestic is Your name in all the earth!" And beyond!

Where do you see God most clearly in nature, in His creation? What's your favorite way to let Him know how you feel about being created "a little lower than God"? And what does having a personal relationship with the Creator mean to you?

Do Lord, Remember Me

Recently I played a children's CD of Christian songs, and my older granddaughter began humming to the gospel song "Do, Lord". As I began singing along with her humming, I recalled where the lyrics come from: the crucifixion scene where Christ is nailed up between two thieves. I shared that with Kat and suddenly got all broken up in the middle of it. A sensitive child, Kat got teary too, confused about my tears.


But I wasn't sad or in pain, and I quickly reassured her. My tears were simply a sign of the vast joy upwelling in my soul, my extreme thankfulness for Jesus' action on the cross and for the pardon He gave the second thief. The saving grace He made available to all of us.

So I hit the replay button, and we sang it again.

Luke 23:39-43
One of the criminals who hung there hurled insults at him: “Aren’t you the Messiah? Save yourself and us!”

But the other criminal rebuked him. “Don’t you fear God,” he said, “since you are under the same sentence? We are punished justly, for we are getting what our deeds deserve. But this man has done nothing wrong.” Then he said, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.”

Jesus answered him, “Truly I tell you, today you will be with me in paradise.”

I cannot remain unmoved when I think about all that Jesus did for me. What an awesome, marvelous gift!

"Do, Lord, O do, Lord, O do remember me," rings out the old gospel song. And He does.

Thank you, God!

Thoughts on Steadfastness

“God is not a man that He should lie, nor a son of man that He should repent; has He said and will He not do it? Or has He spoken and will He not make it good?” – Numbers 23:19

The integrity and steadfastness of God. He does not lie or deceive us. His actions are always in line with His Truth. He does not speak promises and then forget or change His mind, as we humans do. Steadfastness is part of God’s character, intrinsic to Who He is.

“The steadfast of mind Thou will keep in perfect peace, because he trusts in Thee. Trust in the Lord forever, for in God the Lord we have an everlasting Rock.” – Isaiah 26:3-4

God calls us to be steadfast in our own selves. Steadfast in our belief in Him. Steadfast in our desire for Him. Steadfast in our pursuit of Him and steadfast in our ways with others just as He is with us.

Rock solid. Have I ever really understood what it means that God is steadfast, unchanging, a rock to stand on, a fortress to shelter in, true in all ways and for always? The same God who loved me when I was lost in sin loves me just as much now. His love has not changed; I have. My perception, my ability to know and understand have been changed by relationship with the eternally steadfast Yahweh.

“The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases. His mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning. Great is Thy faithfulness, O Lord!” – Lamentations 3:22-23

Bring Forth Fruit

[Jesus said] “Two people owed money to a certain moneylender. One owed him five hundred denarii, and the other fifty. Neither of them had the money to pay him back, so he forgave the debts of both. Now which of them will love him more?” Simon replied, “I suppose the one who had the bigger debt forgiven.” “You have judged correctly,” Jesus said. Then he turned toward the woman and said to Simon, “Do you see this woman? I came into your house. You did not give me any water for my feet, but she wet my feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair. You did not give me a kiss, but this woman, from the time I entered, has not stopped kissing my feet. You did not put oil on my head, but she has poured perfume on my feet. Therefore, I tell you, her many sins have been forgiven—as her great love has shown. But whoever has been forgiven little loves little.” Then Jesus said to her, “Your sins are forgiven.” – Luke 7:41-48

“Therefore bring forth fruit in keeping with your repentance.” – Matthew 3:8

“Produce fruit in keeping with repentance. And do not begin to say to yourselves, ‘We have Abraham as our father.’ For I tell you that out of these stones God can raise up children for Abraham. The ax is already at the root of the trees, and every tree that does not produce good fruit will be cut down and thrown into the fire.” – Luke 3:8-9

“But made known openly first of all to those at Damascus, then at Jerusalem and throughout the whole land of Judea, and also among the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, and do works and live lives consistent with and worthy of their repentance.” – Acts 26:20 (The apostle Paul is defending himself to Agrippa, speaking of his ministry.)

That the Word of God is a dynamic living thing is never more apparent to me than when the Holy Spirit gives me two or more seemingly unlike Scriptures. I had been looking for the source of the phrase “He who is forgiven much, loves much.” I ended up with the Scriptures above.

Then I found this quote from a Psalms of Ascent’s blog entitled “He Who is Forgiven Much, Loves Much” by Father Rick. He says, “The one story that will be told everywhere is one that says where there is greater debt, there is greater forgiveness.” Father Rick is of course speaking for the woman washing Jesus’ feet. The one forgiven much, loves much. So what comes of that love? The “fruit in keeping with repentance". This flows together for me with a surety of truth from deep within my spirit, but I’m not sure I’m explaining it well.
Repentance --> Forgiveness --> Love --> Fruit

In my old perspective, the Scriptures from Matthew and Acts sound like a balance sheet idea: I've repented "X" amount so I need to produce "X" amount of fruit. But God’s does not keep such a balance sheet. There are no merits or demerits He’s tracking over our lives. He pours out His grace, covers all our sins, forgives all the moment we repent.

Then God pours His Spirit into our hearts, now empty of sin and quickened with thankfulness. His Spirit mixes with our new love to flow out in acts of love and grace, the fruit spoken of in the passage. The more you love God, the more you are aware of His great gift of forgiveness, then the more you are motivated, inspired even, to pour out that love onto others.

What then messes up this flow and keeps us from being fruitful all the time? What prompted Jesus and Paul to exhort us to do good works in keeping with repentance? I say it is our flesh, our old nature so prone to sin that gets in the way. Just as fatty deposits - plaque - can build up in our veins and arteries, restricting - even blocking - the flow of blood so vital to our bodies, so sin blocks the flow of spiritual vitality and renders us fruitless.

But God is faithful! His Spirit is not taken away, just the flow diminished or blocked. Believers once again can repent and be forgiven, fall in love and be fruitful again.

Power Source

I have a confession to make, though it probably won’t surprise those closest to me:

I've not been on program 100%...sometimes not even 50%.

However, I plugged back in this morning, and God blessed me immediately.

I got down on my knees and asked him to be bigger in my life than my disease...something I've done in the past but not recently. While I was praying, a friend's recommendation, that I read the book of Ephesians in the Bible, popped into my mind. I said half-jokingly to God, “I'll bet that means my morning devotion is in Ephesians, right?”

And it was!!

Not only that but it was verses about how awesomely huge and limitless is God's love for his people. I cried with joy. He was PRESENT...in the very room with me. His response was soooo immediate and to the point. As He has promised.

I know that and yet I don't. I'm learning that if I'm not willing to get on me knees, my disease is in control. And then I won't feel God's presence, power, and love around and in me.

All it took to set things right was one simple step on my part.

ONE!

And WHAM the connection is back.

I feel joyful and hopeful, clean and pure today. With His powerful love to strengthen me, I can do this program. Only then will a life outside of food addiction is possible. A life worth every knee bend, every effort to plug into my Power Source.

The Glorious Pursuit of God

What an amazing weekend! Today I'm still saying I'm too blessed to be stressed! LOL I'm renewed and refreshed after dwelling in the loving presence of God for 2 days of worship, teaching, praying, and fellowship.

My church hosts a prayer retreat every fall, and the Lord shows up every time! This weekend's theme was "Prayer: the Glorious Pursuit of God." The key speaker talked of the "Divine Dance," God encounters in the mundane moments of life, and how we as Christians individually and as a group can cultivate a culture of prayer in our lives, our churches and our communities. We were all reminded that God seeks a personal relationship with each of us. A glorious pursuit indeed!

I could feel the presence of the Holy Spirit when I entered the sanctuary (worship hall), like a familiar tingle on my skin and warmth welling up in my heart. Joy scented the air as well as expectation...both ours and God. Why would the Lord not be joyful and expectant? His people, his beloved ones had gathered with the desire to draw close to Him, to seek a deeper relationship with Him!

I love to be part of the worship band and to help lead the worship through song. There is and always has been something sacred to me about music...the way it touches our hearts, resonates in our very souls. Song gave way to prayer as the Spirit stirred up the place. Several people brought messages from God to us. Oh, how much He loves us! How much He rejoices to bless us. If we but turn toward Him, He will step toward us...we step, He steps...and the "Divine Dance" begins. May I never stop dancing with God!

Oh, I'm out of time and still have so much to share with you. May you dance with God this week!